Simplify
Happy
New Year, guys! While I was blog-hopping this morning, I found something
interesting that I’d like to try, here. From what I gather, it’s pretty much
called the “One Word Challenge.” The challenge basically asks you to pick a
word that describes what you want to focus on this year. When I read it, the
word that immediately came to mind for me was:
Sometimes
I feel like there’s too much going on in my life. School, church, work, club
responsibilities, social demands, my struggling writing life, etc. All those
things don’t even include all the inner conflicts that come with the transition
from “teenager” to “young adult.” It’s like everything just gets all piled up
and, unfortunately, I tend to get tangled up in it all. So tangled up that I feel
like can’t move, metaphorically speaking.
Of
course, I’ve noticed over the years that for every issue in my life, there
generally tends to develop an appropriate physical manifestation –and that
physical manifestation is usually what gets my attention.
On
the 20th, I will begin classes at a small Christian college where I will be
living on campus. If any of you have ever seen a dorm room, I’m sure you know
that they typically aren’t all that spacious to begin with. Furthermore, if you
have a roommate (which I will), you have to share the limited space with another
human. A total stranger. *Don’t go there, Ashley. Not today.*
Anyway…
The closer I get to the day I’m supposed to move in, the more conflicted I get
about what I need to take with me. I can’t take too much, but I do need to take
enough stuff to occupy myself in my free time (aka books). My original plan was
to stack up all the books I plan to take, but the stack quickly grew too large
to be contained within the small bookshelves in the dorm. Plus, I haven’t even bought
my textbooks. There’s no way I’d ever be able to read all those books. The
stack was going to have to be reduced. That’s when it hit me:
I need to take
some time to simplify –and not just my literature collection.
I’m
going to this college in hopes of seeking God for a semester without having so
many distractions to deal with. I want take a few months to learn about my King
and draw near to Him. I want to hear HIS voice rather than all the others
swirling around me. I want my life to become totally focused on my Lord. I want
my life to be simplified into one word:
Consecrated
According to Webster, “consecrated” means “dedicated to a
sacred purpose.” That’s what I want for my life and I believe that, for me,
that process needs to begin with simplification.
So… As a physical example of the spiritual journey I plan to
embark on this year, I’ve managed to reduce my book selection significantly. While
these won’t be the ONLY ones I take (there are a few more I’d like to have
around), these are the ones I absolutely require. If things get cluttered, all
others will have to go.
Faith. That's what I want for this year. I want to have more faith in the Lord. I want to trust Him even when from my own human perspective things look impossible. To tell the truth I would just like to drown my human perspective or at the very least learn to tune it out. I want Faith.
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Faith is a good one! I like how you out that about "drowning your human perspective." We could all use more faith and less human intervention.
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